Monday, December 31, 2007 ; 1:46:00 AM ♥
Finally 2007 is over. Lots of lots of shit happening to me this fucking year. WARNING: I going to use a lot of vulgarities for this post, if you don't feel comfortable. Please click the X button that is located at the top right hand of your browser. 1st. The shit relationship with my ex or should I don call it at all. What the fuck that she ruin my whole life. Turning my whole life upside down and made me damn miserable. Wtf??? I almost wanted to commit suicide because of her. I think I getting more and more stupid. Luckily is in Singapore, if not at other country. I will do what Saw 4 kiler did. I'm gonna pull their fingernail, crush the head using nail etc. I think I'm gonna kill a lot of people. 2nd My Grandma. She been working hard for all her life and yet she cannot enjoy. Fuck, she only 65 only. Why must take her away? I wanted to bring her to oversea this year but I never and ever got a chance to bring her le. Now nobody is going to scold me for what I do. I really miss her so much. I don't care even if go hell or heaven just to see her. If I had a chance too but how???? Hai, see her suffer so much in hospital. that was the time I really went crazy. Nothing can describle how I felt at that time. And I can't say anything le. 3rd Army Fucking chee bye army, wasted my 2 fucking year jus to serve this shit. Lesser time for my family. People 22 already going to grad from Uni and I poly also heaven start. Wasted 2 shit year doing all the shit. Serve your ass only. pay so little and yet want us to do so much. Using people tax money to increase officer pay and mess. Bloodly hell, only know how to use people for these useless people. Say until so nice. Give GST to offset, burden people financial. No wonder they got financial problem. GST only increase never decrease. Sooner or later sure increase to 10%. Talking about retirement. You lock our CPF account. First $20000 for O/A cannot touch, next $20000 from S/A and M/A also cannot touch then how to do invest investment. Still dare to say caring for our retirement. Puke. All talk only. Chao chee bye army. Everytime show how good inside the camp but everytime is for show only. Actually inside is just like shit, damn piece of shit. Mother fucker, waste people time and money. I will never go for and National Day Parade. I will rather go chiong with my friend. Puck. All these happen in 2007, I am going to forget every single thing (except for my grandma). I know it take a lot of time. Who cares.......
