Monday, December 31, 2007 ; 1:46:00 AM ♥
Finally 2007 is over. Lots of lots of shit happening to me this fucking year. WARNING: I going to use a lot of vulgarities for this post, if you don't feel comfortable. Please click the X button that is located at the top right hand of your browser. 1st. The shit relationship with my ex or should I don call it at all. What the fuck that she ruin my whole life. Turning my whole life upside down and made me damn miserable. Wtf??? I almost wanted to commit suicide because of her. I think I getting more and more stupid. Luckily is in Singapore, if not at other country. I will do what Saw 4 kiler did. I'm gonna pull their fingernail, crush the head using nail etc. I think I'm gonna kill a lot of people. 2nd My Grandma. She been working hard for all her life and yet she cannot enjoy. Fuck, she only 65 only. Why must take her away? I wanted to bring her to oversea this year but I never and ever got a chance to bring her le. Now nobody is going to scold me for what I do. I really miss her so much. I don't care even if go hell or heaven just to see her. If I had a chance too but how???? Hai, see her suffer so much in hospital. that was the time I really went crazy. Nothing can describle how I felt at that time. And I can't say anything le. 3rd Army Fucking chee bye army, wasted my 2 fucking year jus to serve this shit. Lesser time for my family. People 22 already going to grad from Uni and I poly also heaven start. Wasted 2 shit year doing all the shit. Serve your ass only. pay so little and yet want us to do so much. Using people tax money to increase officer pay and mess. Bloodly hell, only know how to use people for these useless people. Say until so nice. Give GST to offset, burden people financial. No wonder they got financial problem. GST only increase never decrease. Sooner or later sure increase to 10%. Talking about retirement. You lock our CPF account. First $20000 for O/A cannot touch, next $20000 from S/A and M/A also cannot touch then how to do invest investment. Still dare to say caring for our retirement. Puke. All talk only. Chao chee bye army. Everytime show how good inside the camp but everytime is for show only. Actually inside is just like shit, damn piece of shit. Mother fucker, waste people time and money. I will never go for and National Day Parade. I will rather go chiong with my friend. Puck. All these happen in 2007, I am going to forget every single thing (except for my grandma). I know it take a lot of time. Who cares.......
Sunday, December 30, 2007 ; 1:20:00 AM ♥
First time with Vision Advisory Branch and First time to Genting. I did not sleep at all the previous night so I slept on the bus throughtout the whole journey. Slept for 8 hours, still felt so tired. After checking in, we tour around, ate KFC, close to $100 sia. (RINGUIT) tour again before we went for dinner, casino and clubbing plus drinking. I reached room about 2 plus. Then about 9 am, I woke up. We went Mac to eat before heading to Genting Theme Park. We played almost every game except for the Space Shot. We actually wanted to play in the afternoon cos morning was very cold somemore I never bring sweather. If I play that game, I think I would freeze to death. However we never get the chance to after our lunch at Ah Yi Abalone restaurant. Waited here and there and waste so much time until we got no time to play. By the time we finish, it is about 4 plus. We went to play 2 games and Spiderman, by that time there was'nt much time left. We left about 5 plus due to have to meet someone and need to reach restaurant by 6pm. After dinner, we went for Fly entertainment. The show was boring, some part I fell asleep. It is more suitable for the kids rather that adult. I wanted to sleep throughout the whole show but could'nt cos it was too noisy. Anyway, here's the rating. Entertainment value:2 star Hardworking:4 stars Sympathy:5 stars Value for money:Who cares (I did'nt paid and it is free anyway). After the show we went to casino and pub for pool and drinking. I did'nt not paid also. Someone treat. Later, I went to casino again with Celest and boss before going back to room around 5 am and have to catch the coach at 11am. I slept all the way, still feel so again. It was wonderful but my wish is to get to Rome 2009.......To Be Continued.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ; 12:28:00 AM ♥
Finally after so long then update my blog. It has been the worse year I ever encounter. Sometime I just wondered?? What the fuck am I doing in this world? It really drive my neves to crazy. I kinda lost over who I am. Been running Batam, Johore, Genting and clubbing + plus mahjonging. Really enjoyed myself but still something is missing. Hai, I wondered why is so pathetic. My mind and heart is driving me nuts, keep on refreshing back the damn memories. It suckssss. I am just like a boat without the paddle. I don't know where to go. I just let the water take me where I am, hoping that someone will guide the direction. Life really suck for me. Hai, just hoping this year will pass soon then see how ba. The sentence quoted by someone sound rather sad to me: What I see in your eyes, is the sadness that you can gien me (Translate to chi). Maybe that phaze is suitable for me ba. Now I dunno what I am living for?
