Saturday, September 24, 2005 ; 9:08:00 PM ♥
17 Sep
Finally countdown to the last week of booking out. Dunno whether I should called it lucky or unlucky. I was being called to be the patoon I/C for 3 consecutive days. Yesterday was the song I/C. So stressed up, I have to wake up earlier than the rest, so many things to learn and have to shout out loud. I don't like to shout but I have no choice but to shout. Luckily today is quite relaxing, nothing much to do.
18 Sep
It's a great Sunday as it is raining. Today IPPT test has been postponed. It;s been an upsetting and happy of my day. Firstly, I was being pressure to shout badly. The pressure was very intense. I'm not only an patoon I/C but also an section and song I/C. The happiest thing is that I finally got back my morale and my shuttle got 9.6 sec.
19 Sep
We woke up early in the morning for our 5bx. It was a bit tough for me as my arm is still aching. After that we went to canteen for our breakfast. At the canteen, we saw patoon 5 people. Our patoon glare at them. Everyone has fire in their eyes as if our bunker wanted to swallow them. Futher on, we went back to our bunk to do our area cleaning.
Finally countdown to the last week of booking out. Dunno whether I should called it lucky or unlucky. I was being called to be the patoon I/C for 3 consecutive days. Yesterday was the song I/C. So stressed up, I have to wake up earlier than the rest, so many things to learn and have to shout out loud. I don't like to shout but I have no choice but to shout. Luckily today is quite relaxing, nothing much to do.
18 Sep
It's a great Sunday as it is raining. Today IPPT test has been postponed. It;s been an upsetting and happy of my day. Firstly, I was being pressure to shout badly. The pressure was very intense. I'm not only an patoon I/C but also an section and song I/C. The happiest thing is that I finally got back my morale and my shuttle got 9.6 sec.
19 Sep
We woke up early in the morning for our 5bx. It was a bit tough for me as my arm is still aching. After that we went to canteen for our breakfast. At the canteen, we saw patoon 5 people. Our patoon glare at them. Everyone has fire in their eyes as if our bunker wanted to swallow them. Futher on, we went back to our bunk to do our area cleaning.
Thursday, September 08, 2005 ; 3:08:00 AM ♥
Today suppose to meet the Vervetue Gang @ 4 pm. Joel was late and Eugene told me he is sick... What to do. Josline just ended her tuition and for Melody and Joyce did not answer the phone. Just got my salary so I went to deposit my cheque into my account. So I went to the bank and did a quick deposit. I went to Citylink to walk first and shortly after that, Joel arrived. Not long after, Jacinta called me and asked me to walk for her. I went to City Hall MRT Station to meet them and we walk to Marina Square to find a place to eat or relax. We reached there but to a place we are heading aimlessly. I dunno why, that is not my usual style. Anyway, we walk very long from Marina Square to Milliea Walk to Carrfour to Suntec Convention Hall to drink coffee. We chatted for about one or two hour about the times we had @ Vervetue and the present Vervetue and later Melody told me she is not coming as she was very tired. I guess she must have choining the last night which resulted her to sleep until five plus. I dunno why but out of a sudden I'm having stomachache. When I come out that time, Joel left. Not long after he left, I received a SMS from my friend but this SMS had caused my handphone to be spoilt. It's not his/her fault but it's all because of my handphone. What the heck.. I was about to throw my handphone when Jacinta stop me. Around 7 plus, Josline finally came. She gave me a small little piggy, quite cute. Later, Jacinta wanted to go back but Josline heaven eat yet so I bring her to eat. Walking along the way she wanted to eat Pastamania so I bring her to eat. I did not want to eat neither I expect her to treat me. But because of my birthday, she treat me eat. After a while, she went to meet her friend so I hurried rush to the ground level and wanted to take a cab. Who knows the queue was so long that I don't wanna to wait. So I walk to Suntec Convention Hall to wait for cab. But to no avail. And again I walked to the nearest hotel and walked back to Suntec Convention Centre, and again no a single cab. I have to run to Nicoll Highway to take a cab buttttttttt to no avail again. I walk again to Beach Rd to take a cab but to no avail again. So I took 980 to Kallang area to take cab. After waited for 10-15 minutes, finally a cab came. I was happy initially when I saw one. But when I board the cab, I asked the the driver to lend me his phone but he does'nt want to. Of course I did not blame him for that, but is that tone that he gave to me that shocked me. He reply me in an rudely manner. I did not think so much. I asked him to drive me to Tampines Mall. On the way there, I asked him to help me call my friend using his phone but he gave me an stupid excuse e.g Since she waited for one hour plus and she won't mind waiting a few more minutes for me. And the tone he gave me made me feel like hitting him.. What the f... You are just a damn taxi driver, you have no authority over to lecture me, who you think you are? Futhermore my heart is unstable and you still add oil to fire. I don have time for that so he just drove me to Tampines Mall. Once I reached there, I went to the Mac to search for her but she was not there. Guess you are tired and angry to wait for me.
What I wanted to say is that (to the person, you should know)
I really appreciate the time you set aside to pass my birthday present yet I've let you waited for one hour plus and in the end nothing came out. I am not playing hide-and-seek with you. There are a lot of things I wanted yet I Wu Ne Wei Li. I wish this things does not happened at all. I hope you understand.
In an one hour time, I will have to pack again before leaving for another chapter of my life. Today is the most drastic fall of my life as so many things bad happened to me within a short period. I having headache now. I dunno whether I can survive the enlistment thing later. I really lack of sleep. With so many thing to do and limited time. I tried to squeeze it so many thing together, it's very tiring. I don't even know whether I will faint and end up in the hospital. I wish I could faint, at least I can hack care everything or even will I die just like that when I go for the enlistment thing , like the 3 guys in army. What will happened???? No one knows until the thing happened.....How would my fate lies?
Wednesday, September 07, 2005 ; 2:57:00 AM ♥
Today is a special day for me. I will not elaborate much on this...
I went to Bugis, Bras Brasah Complex, Plaza Singapura
Met Heder, One of my ITE cluster, Xiao Yan, Tisha and lastly Ling Ai and Stan along the way.
What a small world after all.
Monday, September 05, 2005 ; 1:43:00 AM ♥
I meet Sally @ City Hall MRT Station @ around 3.30 pm. She gave me a pack of chocolate from The Cocoa Tree for my birthday present. Next we head on to Novena Square to shop around before meeting Nicholas. Haha, though he did not buy anything because he was quite broke. I still happy that at least he come. We went to Pizza Hut to look for Wei Xiong and to go there to eat. Firstly, we were given student price and additional to this, we were also given 25% discount. Secondly, Wei Xiong specially prepared additional pasta for us to eat. Thanks man. We were to full to finish everything but I try my upmost best to finish it all. At last, we finished everything up. Then I introduce to them and chatted for a while before moving on to Far East to meet Melissa and and Karene. We were at Far East to shop. Sally bought something. While I wanted a Bilabong Shirt but eventually I didn't bought cos it was ex...
We meet Melissa @ HMV and to go Coffee Bean @ Centerpoint to chat. As for my birthday, they did not want me to pay for the drink because it is my birthday. We had laughter and took some photo over there. Somehow, we or rather is me who was being abandoned as Karene told me last minute that she is not coming. Of course, I was disappointed but I guess I better not cos I am the 'Star of The Day' and not to drag them down so I rather be happy than to sad. Times really flies but it was a great opportunity for us to gather back again. Thanks a lot for your support and your participation.
Sunday, September 04, 2005 ; 12:38:00 AM ♥
Today Lionel & Me went for the church service. It was really great as Rev Tan Ye Pheng shared about the topic 'Stay your course, finish strong in God'. It was too wonderful to be true. It spoke truly from the bottom from my heart as it was talking about disappointment with people. It was so true. To me, I was not happy in the cell group. Don't get this wrong. It not their problem, the problem lies with me. Most of the members are introvert. They prefer to stay in a smaller group ranging from 2-4 peoples while I prefer a larger group where everybody having fun together. I always feel I am quite an OOO (Odd One Out) as they prefer a smaller group. Though they don't think it this way but I feel it. There is no one I really can confine in. I prefer those group that you get in poly where they hang out and share trouble together. This is called loyalty and that is what friends are for. I don't want so many friends. I want a quality group not quantity. As for introvert, they wanted to have more friend and at the same time they are shy. It's not their fault. It's their personality. I did not blame them but somehow or rather I don't think I fit in this kind of environment. I wanted to enjoy as much as possible when I am in the Youth time. I don't want to wait until I get old and regret the things I have not done/regretted. A lot of adults told me that they have regretted of not doing certain things. Even if they wanted too, it's just too late. Life will never be the same again when you pass certain age. I don't want to be like them. Famous verse by me 'There are a lot of chances to become mature but you only have one time to be a Youth'. This is what a youth should be, isn't?. Disappointment will lead to Resentment and will lead to Bitterness. That is why I cry out. I felt a pain in heart just like somemore slash my heart a few times. There are a lot of thing to be adjusted to get the thing I want. I just prayed for it. The illustration about the air plane ticket was so impactful. Generally, it is about Destination, Pre-Destination and Hijacking (To a place where you should not be). Air ticket is just like a Pre-Destination. You know which place you are heading and simultaneously you have not reach the Destination yet. Beside that, it gave me a good vivid thinking when I was boarding the place to Israel two months back. One more thing, when you board the plane, the first thing to do is not to go to the cockpit and ask the pilot to get out and let me fly. We step out in FAITH and trust that he will bring us safely to the destination you are going but when someone hijack the plane, we lost all our faith immensely. When the place came crashing, it will bring us to the next place where we should not be there as our final destination is not there.
After service we went to the reception area to sort of like a celebration for my birthday. They gave me a beautiful card with each and single person name and wish for me and they gave me a Fox-Men T-Shirt. Though I don't really wear this kind of shirt but I still will wear it because they had bought for me. It's not the things but the thought that counts. Next, we head on to Boon Lay Pasa Malam to buy a toy for Michelle's daughter birthday. When reach there around 4 plus. Most of the classmates have gone home except for some like Veron's group and Miao Ying's group. We stay for a while before meeting Yu Cheng, Mei Bing & Ezekiel @ Northpoint.
After service we went to the reception area to sort of like a celebration for my birthday. They gave me a beautiful card with each and single person name and wish for me and they gave me a Fox-Men T-Shirt. Though I don't really wear this kind of shirt but I still will wear it because they had bought for me. It's not the things but the thought that counts. Next, we head on to Boon Lay Pasa Malam to buy a toy for Michelle's daughter birthday. When reach there around 4 plus. Most of the classmates have gone home except for some like Veron's group and Miao Ying's group. We stay for a while before meeting Yu Cheng, Mei Bing & Ezekiel @ Northpoint.
Saturday, September 03, 2005 ; 12:36:00 AM ♥
A well belated celebration @ Marina Square. We were supposed to meet @ 3 pm @ City Hall Interchange. As predicted, most of them are late expect me. I was the earliest to be there. I am the first to arrive and followed by Mdm Sham, Kay and Miss Xu. A little while when we mentioned about their name and there goes Charlene and Anna. We walked to Marina Square and went to play bowling. The bowling place was not very good. usually I can get more than 100 points at Safra bowling but @ Superbowl my standard drop like shit. Anyway, I don't really care about how much I scored but is the enjoyment that I got with the people I played with. With that, we went to arcade to play for a while before we went to the hotel to take a cab as it would be faster and we don't really have to queue. I was'nt feeling well when we were on the cab.
We went to one of the restaurant at Mosque St. Sitting on my table are Miss Ng (Jessie). Aunty Linda Linda, Kay, Anna, Charlene, Jonathan, Joel and Joshua. We had a lot of fun talking especially when they serve the dessert (Yam Paste). The whole thing look like 'chocolate cake' (You should know what I mean). I was really laughing like mad when Joel took the most disgusting bowl and Joshua who is so innocently wanted the most disgusting bowl made an exchange for that bowl. Nevertheless we made fun of it. After the dinner, we gave Anna a birthday cake and we played Number Game. Those who lose will be forfeited to eat something disgusting. I was so lucky that I was'nt forfeited. Only Aunty Linda, Joshua and Joel was forfeited. Followed by Jon, Jos, Joel and Me went to Plaza Singapura to play Outrun 2 and saw some peoples pour out a lot of cash on the machine e.g Winning Hp/Camera or catching teddy bear. It was'nt so rewarding as when the metal close up to get the bear, it will become loose. The metal was very sensitive as when it moves around, the bear will drop to the original position. Next, we head straight home.
We went to one of the restaurant at Mosque St. Sitting on my table are Miss Ng (Jessie). Aunty Linda Linda, Kay, Anna, Charlene, Jonathan, Joel and Joshua. We had a lot of fun talking especially when they serve the dessert (Yam Paste). The whole thing look like 'chocolate cake' (You should know what I mean). I was really laughing like mad when Joel took the most disgusting bowl and Joshua who is so innocently wanted the most disgusting bowl made an exchange for that bowl. Nevertheless we made fun of it. After the dinner, we gave Anna a birthday cake and we played Number Game. Those who lose will be forfeited to eat something disgusting. I was so lucky that I was'nt forfeited. Only Aunty Linda, Joshua and Joel was forfeited. Followed by Jon, Jos, Joel and Me went to Plaza Singapura to play Outrun 2 and saw some peoples pour out a lot of cash on the machine e.g Winning Hp/Camera or catching teddy bear. It was'nt so rewarding as when the metal close up to get the bear, it will become loose. The metal was very sensitive as when it moves around, the bear will drop to the original position. Next, we head straight home.
Thursday, September 01, 2005 ; 12:00:00 AM ♥
In the morning, I went to ROM to see my uncle register for his marriage. Followed by going to the restaurant for our lunch as we have'nt eat anything yet. At night I went to met my God-Sis Felicia to Tampines Mall to celebrate my birthday. We went to TM walk first followed by going to Century Square to eat and we watch "Charlie And The Chocolate Factory". As I anticipated, this show is meant to be funny. Really amazed by the creator of the story. She gave me an Adidas T-Shirt which I never expect. Really thanks a lot Sis. After the movie, we went off. So I sent her to Tampines Interchange to wait for her bus. But unfortunately, not belong long, she realised she forgotten to bring her file that contains her exam note. We went back to the cinema to look for it but it was closed. We decided to approach the security to see whether they have any information on what time does the cinema open the following day. He said it will open at 8.30 am. To prevent from the cleaner from taking it, so we ask the security guards to pass the message to the cleaners. The next day, my God-Sis went to Century Square and by God grace, the cleaner return to her.
