Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ; 11:37:00 PM ♥
Working from 11.30 am to 3.30 pm today. During my work, I was shocked that Shen Ix came to our work place and eat. He was wearing a yellow t-shirt and short pants. I was quite scared trembled when I took his order and served him food. Overall, it was a fruitful experience. After my work, I sat there until seven plus. In the middle, one of the customer forgot to pay and just walk off. Adeline spotted it and went to catch this "free-world". In the end he paid. After that I waited there and slack for a while before going to Marine Parade to Meet Shun Ping to play pool.
If you have dream, go for it. If you fail, so be it.
happy dying @
11:37:00 PM 
Thursday, March 24, 2005 ; 11:51:00 PM ♥
Working from 1130 am to 3.30 pm. After that went to meet Elain3 and Zhi Wei @ PS to the The Eye 10. I was late so in the middle of the journey of taking bus 65 to Orchard Rd. I alighted and a cab to PS. The cab fare was $5 dollars plus ERP charges. Hai, should take MRT earlier. We went to the ticketing counter but was told that 5.40 and 6.40 show was left with no seats so we have to take 7.20 pm show to watch. Since we still have ample time, we went to Far East Plaza to shop for my shop but to no avail. We did'nt not find any then we went to Pacific Plaza to look but to no avail too cannot find any. Then we head back to PS to watch and still got a bit of time we went to the arcade to play some of the games. The show is in theatre 5. We went in to see. Out of these peoples, only Elain3 is scared. The rest of us not scared. Initially, I thought it would be scary but it turns out to be so boring. Is about 10 ways of seeing ghost. Waste my money and somemore is $8.50 due to eve of public holiday. I think it should be a comedy show better. Quite funny sia.
Got to be stronger in the midst of weakness
happy dying @
11:51:00 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ; 11:45:00 PM ♥
Wake up @ 8 am. Had a bathe before going for a talk about Event Planning Talk @ the Lecture Room. Feeling sleepy as I hear him talking but thankfully that he only prepare a few slides only cos he knows we will be tired. We had a xtreme idea of having building an track for stunt bike competition in the middle of Takashimaya Shopping Centre (TSC). Though our project did'nt really supported by him. But he said if we believe, one of his day, it will come true which I believe it is true. After we had our lunch, we moved on. Each to his own living. I went home first cos I need to pack my things for the BBQ. After I came back did'nt not really sleep, just pack my things and go for the chalet. It took me about 1/2 an hour to cycle to Arnoma Country Club. The room no is 2144. Well not an auspicious no especially after the BCL Room thingy. We helped to barberque some of the food. After which we play daidee and went to 'The Maze' to see but is quite dark so we did not go in. So we decided to sit down and decided to go where later. Finally we decided, those who are not going to the "Red House" will go back back to the chalet. We splited from the onwards. Only me, Renee, Sharon, Indah, Yu Chong, Yen Ni, Michelle and Kelvin went. As we walked pass there, we can smell Jasmine flower smell all around and we cannot look behind or even to the top of the tree cos 'they' will hang there and you get a shock of your life. We carry on walking until we reached the "Red House". We did not going cos we did not bring any touches and only two guys and rest are girls. See for a while then we went back to talk about it. First, I cannot only feel the presence and it is colder and colder as me and Renee are the one who is standing behind. Secondly, Renee felt that she had been thrust in front. She felt the the spirit wanted to get into her body twice but was rejected in Jesus Name. While Kelvin saw some shadow behind. Anyway after all these happened we went back around 8 am while some still sleeping. Actually today suppose to meet Veron they all @ Tampines Interchange @ 9.30 am but I was too tired cannot even have the strength to move on so I told her I cannot go and I slept until 7.30 pm.
We got to be the strength of an Eagle's wing
happy dying @
11:45:00 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005 ; 4:00:00 PM ♥
Before going for the camp, I went to Esplanade with Qiu Ping they all for a POS (Parade of School) meeting. Had some games before deciding for the POS group. I was put in the dance group and every mon and tue have to go to church for practices. Starting to worry how can I cope with so many things. I still put my faith in the Lord. Trust in him and believe miracles will happen. Some more saw a lot of new members. After that, I hurried take bus 56 to my school and register for it. When I reached there, they almost start the game. Luckily I still manage to join in for the fun. After that, we played water bomb. The loser will have to let us throw water bomb. Haha, I played cheat, by right one person should take two water bomb. But I took the whole paill of water bomb. Only I throw people, nobody dare to throw me. Haha, I rulez the game. Followed by the dinner, dinner was fabulous. I had a lot of rounds of food until I cannot eat anymore. After dinner, we secretly went out to buy food & drinks & poker cards to play. After we came back from the mama-shop, we gather around @ the ampitheater to watch the performance performed by various groups. Though overall we did'nt get the first, we still very happy, it just a game after all. Am I right? We played daidee until around eleven plus then we went to PE area to tell some ghost stories. The first stories was about this teacher was died of an attack in D1-02 (SOT). Some say her spirit is still around in the school. Shortly after that, almost all the lights were turn off except for some. Later on, more and more people are comeing to listen. Second Story is the about Bishan. I am sure many people have heard about the last train travelling beteen Novena to Bishan. From what they said. Is was a guy who do not believe in these things. So he took the last train home. As there is no people in the train, he fell asleep. So things started to get worse. Though the train stopped in the middle of nowhere. The engine still working. He woke up and saw a man walking towards the first cabin. He thought he saw the wrong thing, and he say there is no such things called ghost and shorlty after that he saw many spirit before the man and he said this again. "There is no such these such as ghost, all these are bullshit". H started to curse and swear and out of a sudden all the eyes started to stare at him. He was bitten to death. Though there are no visible mark but there is blood on his eyes dripping down. The next day, the police came but up till today, the police cannot find the cause of it. That is why there is so many report on people falling down on the train track. Actually is not they fainted or what. Is because of an unseen forces forces that is pulling them to the track. Talking about these some wanted to leave but some still say to listen to it. As we continue our story, we fell much more colder. Terence saw a star falling and he told us that it can be a good omen or a bad omen. he told us to leave immedialetly and we left. I felt a lot of colder as i type this out. Then, we carry out the walking up to the stair. I saw opposite the room on second level at the last room (BCL room) Q: Why is there a light undernealth the doors whereby the lights sho it should be turn off by now. and somemore the room has two doors and only one doors is brightly lighted, the other doos is not lightly at all. We also saw that the hall door has a green light on it which is not visibly cleared??? We dare not to check it out as we are very fightened as the corridors are pitch dark and it is very scary especially when we walk we can sence the presence. We talk about it but still cannot find why. Believe a not, is up to you.
Who are you and where are you
happy dying @
4:00:00 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005 ; 11:43:00 PM ♥
A wonderful sermon by Sv Roger, 17 years of experience in homosexuality. After service, we went to CHC Cafe for lunch. It was packed with people but no choice we have squeezed a bit. Elain3, Rene3, Me and some of members went for CIC classes and later went to Jurong Point to eat and went and all of us expect Elain3 and Zhi Wei. We went to Buona Vista Community Centre to sing KTV. Though is the place whereby old folks go one but it is cheap compare to other places. Only got some of the latest songs e.g Li Sheng Jie-Shou Fang Kai. After these thingy, Yong Xin, Ronald and Jeremy blessed us with it by not having to pay for it. Feeling a bit bad so I passed Jeremy $2. Followed by a long journey home.
Not by strength not by might but by the power of love
happy dying @
11:43:00 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005 ; 10:01:00 PM ♥
After school, I went to Marine Parade @ Mac to wait for Eugene @ Mac as we agreed to play pool. I reach there befor 2.20 pm but he was'nt not there, I waited a while before calling him but he did not answer so I waited again until 2.45 pm. I called him again and again no reply. So I went up myself to play pool. Even worse, there are so many people waiting and I waited for so long before I can play. Luckily, is a 9 feet table and I have to play with myself. Just then, Eugene called and he say he will be a bit late. So I waited again until around 4. He called me again and now this time he say he is on the bus on the way to SIS. I was so agitated. He called me and ask me to meet at the bus stop. In the moment of anger, I just say ya. But in actual fact, I did'nt want to meet him. He called and called even when I am playing pool he also called. He called about 20 times until my phone left one bar only. I did'nt want to answer his call cos I know if I answer the call. I sure will scold him until I myself cannot take it. When I took the bus, he called me four more times and he message me this. I have already reached, where to meet. Wah.... Is like the feeling of banging your head on the table. Never mind, must keep my cool. When I reached there, I meet Renee and simultaneously Eugene. Don'nt feel like talking to him but he was there and it was inevitable. He approach me and I ask him not to talk to me cos I really have no mood to talk to him. For nearly 2 hours, we did not talk at all. Even if we talked, he started first, I just merely reply. We were at Auto area but by right we are suppose to be @ Tenon area. Due to lack of space, we just have to move over. When we hear our voice and thier voice, it sound really weird.
Although the sermon was labourous and tedious, I am still very happy and especially during the healing session. A lot of people crying, especially those who have sicknesses in their body even the lame walk and those who have difficulties stading. I was really moved to see them being healed. I cried and cried. I don't care what other people think. Even Eugene also cried. I got a shocked when Benny Hinn said: "Choir, do you want the annointing, we replied: Ya" and out of a sudden I heard a soung "Bang" and all of us fall back to the chair from the front to the back just like the Tsunami. I was in the annointing power as when I close my eyes, I felt that there is a light blinking from the left to the rightand right to the left. It is like as if God is telling me something but I could'nt figure it out???????? Question mark everywhere. He said something also which made me wanted to laugh out loud. He said: They are so annointed with it until they don'nt want to wake up so we no need the choir already. The whole crowd laughed. The whole thing ended around 11 plus then Me, Renee and Mabel went to eat supper @ Geylang. So excited for tml crusade again.
(Next Day) Did'nt go for any service at all thought I wanted too because they wanted us to be there at 11.30 am. It is too early somemore I have'nt been sleeping well this few weeks so I decided not to go. But when I heard from my CG member that the annointing was doubled from yesterday. I kinda regretted.
Great rejoycing in the gates of Heaven
happy dying @
10:01:00 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005 ; 9:36:00 PM ♥
After Church service, Ling Ai, Renee, Elaine & Me went for Church Introductory Class (CIC). It was very rush as the class start @ 2.30 pm sharp. After we rush for lunch and we went to CIC. The room was fully packed. It was so packed until there isn't any place to stand. But luckily, we managed to find a place to sit. Had a very hard time copying because we did not bought the book for CIC. We copied a bit only then we went to Attibutes Bookstore to buy the books. After that we went to study @ Coffee Bean before going back to the church for the choir rehearsal for Benny Hinn Crusade. So excited, don'nt what we will be singing for that day. Anyway, when we reached there, they taught us some old hymm. Kinda disappointed but it is ok as we are singing for the crusade. I must admit some of the song is very nice. Though it ended around 11pm. Thankfully to Eugene for his free ride home.
I was once lost but was now found
happy dying @
9:36:00 PM
